I dreamt of you

I saw you in my dream today , as I walked by , you were in your wedding dress , bright red with golden wires , making a beautiful pattern on the sari you were wearing , elegant and mesmerizing , I was passing by with some of my friends as I saw you , I wanted to come and greet you by myself , but I kept walking , at that very moment , as when I saw you and until you were out of my sight ,  there was nothing that I felt , no remorse of losing you , no regrets , nothing . But as I was walking past you , I knew I loved you , the love that can never and no one could ever take away from me.

As the dream continues , now again , when  I see you , you are still in your wedding dress , but without the veil or the long cloth that makes the part of the attire  , you were only wearing a tight blouse and a petticoat , I don’t know what you are saying , but you are looking awfully sexy  , like the goddesses that we hear in stories.

Its been years since I saw you , but there isn’t a single moment that you are not with me.

May you have a blessed and a miraculous life ahead , with all the adventures and successes of the world.

May we meet again , in a different time , where destiny and the GOD  that watch above us ,are more in my favor.

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Blood Donation

Courtesy of my good friend , who took the photo even when the hospital authorities kept telling him that he wasnt allowed too.

Anyways , this is such a good feeling , healthwise and morally , i recommend this to everyone.

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Fear

Every one is born with a story , with greatness  bestowed upon , him , but with every good thing there is a catch , everyone is born with fear , unknown , in comprehensible , irrational , illogical fear , that something wrong will happen , this fear is inbred into our society , it  is taught in our schools , in our universities and by the time we are ready to step into the real world , fear becomes a major part of who we are , fear controls us , fear drives us into making decisions that are calculated , mostly risk free and at the end this fear transforms us entirely , our lives become mundane and ordinary , our destinies change,  then there comes a time when we ourselves forget who we are , what kind of lives we lived in the past , we die without accomplishing anything , we are cried , longed and forgotten like we never existed , our grave stones lasts for some time and then they too are broken and forgotten.   

In our lives , fear will always be there , we wont be able to conquer it ,all we can do is suppress it and in most cases , we have to learn to live with it . Life and fear is complimentary , but fear is never real , let me say that again fear is never real , it never was , its never is and it can never be , everything has a consequence , everything has a definite result , the positivity and negativity of the result would depend on our perception. A suicidal would put a gun through his head and will pull the trigger , ending his life and this result would be to him , as positive as a person achieving his dream of heading a great company in the likes of Microsoft or Weatherford. On the other end , the people who knew him would definitely regard his decision as negative.

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